How Thankful Are We

This time right now
I am watching American Idol's "Idols Give Back" edition
This one episode where AI pleads to all watchers and fans of AI to give for charity..

I was touched to see when we are in comfort of our home, with food on the table and clothes to cover our body from heat and cold...while others... NOT...

This one story touch me the most was this one little girl who's infected with HIV positive since in her mother's womb...
This cute little girl is so small, thin and we can see the rib bones protruding out...
But this girl is all smile even though she knows maybe she will never have the chance to see tomorrow's sunshine...

My heart broke....
I'm nearly on tears
seeing this girl fighting for her life but still positive and cheerful, I hope I am like that too....
And to think about it, all my "problems" doesn't even sum up to what this cute little girl had encountered

But that was 1 month ago...
Now, after a charity from good peoples, finally this girl got her anti viral to fight the HIV virus on her body..
And now the girl looks healthy, no more bony ribs but one thing stay is her smile...
Happy and cheerful as ever....

HOW many of us complaint about our life being SUCK.... DULL
AND some of us maybe think " why I was born in this world?"

While others, striving hard for a better life, we complaints about all the things that we already have....
When we have food on the table,
we complaint about it being tasteless, boring...
Or when we had a wardrobe full with clothes where some of them we never wear,
we sulk when we can not get the new dress on display...
Or when we already have a home to protect us from the coldness of the earth and heat of the sun,
we want more bigger house....

I bet these unfortunate kids are more than happy to live in our shoes...

All we do are complaining to GOD, WHY THIS? WHY THAT?
Who are we to question God's will?
He is our creator.. The most High....
He knows everything even before it's happen

O Lord,
Shows me the way to be thankful and grateful for the things that i have now because I may never know when it's going to be Gone For Good. AMEN

GOD BLESS;

I Had Denied You Lord

I fell into the evil temptation
I denied your name
I feel so guilty to you O Lord
Forgive Me My Lord

God Will Shows The Way

This is what I feel...
I feel weak
Day by day, I tried harder than yesterday to get through the day
And sometimes I barely come out alive....

I'm not complaining
Because this is my job
And I have chose this to be my career
It just i feel weary and tired of handling all these things

Every morning I pray to you Lord
To grant me the strength that I need
The power to understand what is life all about

Positively,
I know I should be grateful because what I'm going through right now is nothing compares to the more unfortunates peoples around this world
The peoples with no foods in their plates
The peoples that have no roof beyond their head to protect them from the rain and sun
The peoples who do not have education, money, clothes......

Everything happened for a reasons and that's what I believe in...
What I what is not necessarily is what I need
God knows, ALWAYS, what's best for us

O Lord,
Hear my prayer...
I pray for the unfortunate souls all around this world...
Give them the strength that they need to go through their everyday lives..
Give them the comforts and loves that they need

This world is only a temporary stop
Before we meet our maker and live an eternal life
Let us do not forget this one thing O Lord

AMEN.

GOD BLESS;

Weaker

Lord,
I feel so weak right now
I lost my passion in my job...
I lost my will to work harder...

I cannot cope with the unending complaint from the contractors who keep on bugging me day & night...
I wish I can be back to my old position... an engineer

I pray to you O Lord,
To show me the right way
To guide me during my lowest point of my life.....
You know I can not do anything without your love and power to guide me...

Hear me Lord, your sinful child.

Amen.

GOD BLESS;

Human Strength Alone Is Inadequate

Dear Lord,
I feel so weak right now...
The things at workplace is very stressful..
I don't know how much of these I can handle anymore

I know everything that had happened in my life,and yet to be,
there must be a reason a for it

So, I pray for you Lord
Let You be the one who guide me..
Let you be the one to shows me the way when I'm lost in this maze of uncertainty

I don't want to regret every time I make a wrong turn in my life,
But I want it to be well learned lesson in my life so I won't do the same mistake again

In everything I do in my life
I want you Lord to be part of it
I'm nothing without you Lord....

I give all what I have into your hand
Because you are My Only Lord

Amen.

GOD BLESS;

Judging... Is It The Answers.....???

God made everything in this world good and beautiful...
But sin has stain the humans souls...
Because of sin, humans doesn't listen to God anymore....

But should I judge them so I may have my redemption?
Should I say you are a sinners and and you are surely on one way to the damnation of HELL?
Who are WE to JUDGE others when there is a HIGHER power above us...

I remember one story in the bible.

Luke 18:9-14

[9] To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this parable: [10] "Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. [11] The Pharisee stood up and prayed about himself: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other men -- robbers, evildoers, adulterers -- or even like this tax collector. [12] I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.'

[13] "But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, 'God, have mercy on me, a sinner.'

[14] "I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."

I'm not a perfect either..
Sometimes I judge peoples which I'm very ashamed of it..
Because I know, the measure I use against others will be use against me...

I know this world is full with bad things...
But there is still a GOOD things around..
it just need your effort to find it...
Lord doesn't create this world so we may hate it...
World is also His creation too...
And why should we hate it..
It is US human who stained it with our sins that makes this world lost it beautiful color....

Dear Lord,

I pray so rather than being judgmental over others, teach me to shows them of your loves so one day they will be back to the right path. Use me so can pray for the lost souls and all of us will be invited inyour great salvation.

Amen

GOD BLESS;

For Whom Our Trust & Faith Is?

Yesterday, I read one friend's status in FB
She said that her husband ask her not to let the back door open because he believes all their "rezeki" will run away.....
And I remember early this year when the date that *we* proposed was rejected because they said the day is not good and doesn't bring any luck.....

It makes me thinking..
God is the creator of this world we're living in...
Every inch of it, is belong to God...
Even what happen today, tomorrow & and the future decided by God,
Everything... I mean EVERYTHING...

So, how could we say this day is BAD, that day is BAD?...
Or this particular day bring bad luck?
Is it human who decide that it is going to be BAD?
Since when human have the power to determine what the future would be?
Should we believe others power to decide for our life?

I believe Evil exist.....
I believe Evil in every way trying very hard to make human like us believe all these things so Evil can deviate humans faith and trust from God...
And I believe Evil sometimes use human as their tools to influence others so human may believe there is something more believable others than God's power.....

I'm so sad when we who call ourselves having a Christian faith still believe this others power when actually only God the Creator is the only one we should put our Trust, Hope & Faith...

GOD BLESS;

On My Knees I Pray

Dear Father,

Teach me so I can use my tongue wisely,
Please don't let me use it to said bad things about others,
Please don't let me use it to judge others,
But teach me to use it to pray for those unfortunate peoples,
Teach me to use it to pray for the lost souls,
Teach me to use it for graces and blessings,
Teach me to use it to praise your name

Teach me so I can use my eyes wisely,
Please don't let me to use it to see things that should not be seen,
But teach me to use it to see and observe my surrounding and see how great is your LOVE, POWER & CREATION

Teach me so I can use my body wisely,
Please don't let me to use it for bad things,
Please don't let me to use it for drugs, alcohol, pre-marital sex,
But teach me so I can use it as the instrument of your love,
Teach me so I can use it to help others,

Teach me so I can use my ears wisely,
Please don't let me use it to listen bad things,
But teach me so I can use it to listen to the wonderful words of YOU,
Teach me to use it to listen to the beautiful songs that praise your name

Teach me so I can use my heart, soul & brain wisely,
Please don't let me use it to plan something bad,
Please don't let me use it to shame others
But teach me to use it to create peace,
Teach me to create loves among your children
Teach me to use it to think before I act

Dear Father,
I'm not perfect
But only You know my advantages and disadvantages...
my weaknesses...
Always, I fall into the pool of sins
But You never forsake me..
You pull me out from my sinful life & You cleanse me until I am new again

Teach Me Father
Show Me How To Live This Life According To Your Will
I Know You Will Never Forsaken Me
Because You Love Me
Just Like A Father Love His Children
And I Love You Too

Amen.

GOD BLESS;

Morning Prayer

I almost forgot how beautiful a day can be when I start my day with a morning prayer
No matter how hard things that may come that particular day..
It seems I always have the strength to stand it....

Prayer is the only communication tool we have with our Lord Father...
And what makes it more easier is u can talk, pray and have ur heart to heart session with Lord Father anywhere...anytime....
Even when your heart whisper "Lord, give me strength, i can not handle this anymore", you actually have already talk to Him... communicate with Him....

And He listens.....
Things might not come the way we want it to be...
But don't worry..
God gives us more than what we're expecting...
God knows THE VERY BEST for us.....

GOD BLESS;

With patience, God Answer

Before my holiday in West Malaysia...
There is still many documents with DE...
And all deadline are already over..
So, today as usual i have a meeting with the DE...
At the beginning of the meeting..
He scold me...
And saying some untrue things about how i handle a work...
I feel angry..
But i remain silent and patience and only say a few words to answer Him...

But my patience pays off..
All claims and documents are finally signed!
God answers my prayers....
The only thing i need is Patience....

Thanks God for being there when I'm in MOST need Your strength and help...

GOD BLESS;

GOOD FRIDAY

Remember the tortures Jesus has to endure before His crucifixion
Remember the humiliation they do at Him
Remember when His beloved ones turn their back at Him
Remember the sorrows of His true followers...

In the end, JESUS accept everything..

The Pains
The Torments

Just to set us free from our SINS
Yes, Jesus do it because He love US, His children so much....

And He promise to come again to this world to saves US
And I Believe...

Happy Good Friday Everyone

LOVES;