tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44151685493552118812024-03-14T03:47:36.565+08:00Peace I Leave You, My Peace I Give You John 14:27heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-72048574104861915852011-08-27T22:17:00.002+08:002011-08-27T22:37:23.142+08:00Swaying Away....I did go to church every Sunday or usually it was on Saturday's evening, the Sunset Mass..
<br />Once in a while, I didn't attended a mass only because one reason, laziness...<div>
<br /></div><div>I wish I can be a good christian...
<br />But wishing alone is not enough..
<br />Efforts are needed...
<br />
<br /></div><div>I seldom pray...
<br />Sometimes I forgot...
<br />Sometimes because I don't think it is necessary... which I know is very STUPID of me to ever think like that...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I WANT to pray...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I only pray when I need something or when I get what I want...
<br />Or when thing get tough and my prayers were answered....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I said bad things to others...
<br />I have bad thoughts...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I'm afraid of God because of my sin...</div><div>I'm so unworthy for him but still, I am showered with many blessings and graces everyday in my life....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>I want to be thankful..</div><div>I want to be grateful..</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Please Dear Lord....</div><div>Banish all evils that conquering my soul...</div><div>Free me from their chains....</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Forgive me for all my sins...
<br />Don't ever let me take your love for granted...</div><div>
<br /></div><div>Amen.</div><div>
<br /></div>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-29395779484067562312011-06-06T13:34:00.002+08:002011-06-06T13:49:05.159+08:00One thing that I wish I never have is the " I DISLIKE YOU" attitude...<br />When I start to dislike someone, it would be hard for me to like them back...<br /><br />Many reasons can contribute to why I dislike others...<br />Maybe they always lie at me when I ask them <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">abt</span> something...<br />Or maybe when they are so boastful and annoying <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">everytime</span> I saw them..<br />Or peoples who are so demanding w/out thinking whether I can provide what they need or not...<br />Or even with others who always seem to disagree with my opinions....<br /><br />So, you can see that it is hard for me to forgive someone who have all the traits above...<br />We always said, I forgive you but actually it will only be totally forgiven if we totally forget all the bad thing peoples do unto us...<br /><br />I'm the "Forgive but not forgotten" type of people...<br />I may said " <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Ok</span>, I forgive you" but "No, I may not forget"<br /><br />This is not what our good Lord had teaches us...<br />When we forgive, we should forgive completely w/out any residue of hate left in our hearts....<br /><br />I'm so ashamed of myself....<br />I tried to forget but it is so hard to let go of all the "<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">kegeraman</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">kebencian</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">kemarahan</span>"...<br /><br />I hope one day I will discover the power of forgiveness and defeat the evils that always looking for an opening to tempt human like me...<br /><br />AMEN.<br /><br /><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span style="font-style: italic;">GOD BLESS;</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0pt none ! important; background: none repeat scroll 0% 0% transparent;" /></a></span></div></div>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-92223645206557131082011-04-24T21:09:00.002+08:002011-04-24T21:19:44.948+08:00<p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Greetings!</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Finally it is Easter after 40days of fasting Lent month...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">To say the truth, I didn't put a lot of efforts and didn't took the opportunity to be a better Christian during Lent...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">I should be ashamed...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">I kept on fell into temptation especially when it came to dealing with persons that I dislike...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">One thing I learned, the thing that we should fast are the things that we love to do and we know that the things that we love to do are not a under the category "benda-benda baik"...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Things such as "mengumpat"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Things such as "laziness"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Things such as "pemboros"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">If we concentrate on fasting on foods alone,</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Well, it can be done anytime, which in everyday life we call it "dieting"</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">If we can reduce or completely erase our "mengumpatness, pemalasness,pemborosness" and any other "sikap yg kurang baik" nature, that's what we call a "Puasa Yang Benar"...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Or during the holy month of Lent, we try to forgive those peoples we dislike the most...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">I'm ashame of myself..</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">I am bless with all this knowledges but I do not take even a single step to practice it...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">I'm not proud of it...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">I know I'm a sinner and I'm not perfect but I'm not proud of it...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Why should I be proud when I know the fact that I can change myself at least to be a better human but I never even bother to try....</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">There are no excuses for that...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Forgive me Lord for I have sinned...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Eventho' I was defeated...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">I will try again and again and again...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Don't let me take your blessing for granted...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">But guide me to fight all the evil temptations and bless me with your love and strength so I may use all these graces that you gave me for the good of others and myself...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Lord, you are risen...</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">And You will come again.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">May all of us are ready for your second coming to the earth..</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Amen.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; ">Happy Easter.</p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><br /></p><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: medium; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 16px; "><span style="font-style: italic; ">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border-top-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-color: initial !important; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; " /></a></span></p>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-2915999990735417212011-04-14T23:09:00.002+08:002011-04-14T23:26:05.043+08:00Maybe for once..<div>Shows some respect when you are in a church...</div><div>I'm not judging..</div><div>All that we do in life...</div><div>We are the one who bear the consequences...</div><div>The good or bad..</div><div>Only God can decide...</div><div><br /></div><div>We have 7 days in a week..</div><div>And like me who only attend church once in a week for Sunday Mass or sometimes during sunset mass, I try my best to dress appropriately..</div><div>What I mean by appropriately dress?</div><div>Tot wear something that is not too revealing...</div><div>Not to flashy...</div><div><br /></div><div>I know, semua dari hati kan...</div><div>Yang penting kalau pigi church, hati mesti ikhlas...</div><div>Apa-apa yg kena pakai pun, nda kisah...</div><div><br /></div><div>But actually, the case is, if you are really-really sincere, you won't dress inappropriately...</div><div>Because we are there to pray, to praise and listen to the beautiful words of God...</div><div>Not to show off what we got...</div><div>And to listen to the lessons given by the priest..</div><div>Not to treat church as a fashion parade....</div><div><br /></div><div>The mass took only about 1 1/2 hours max....</div><div>Is it very hard to dress nicely for only this duration of time?</div><div><br /></div><div>Furthermore, we are provided 6 days, in our disposal, to wear anything that we like (or naked also can if you want)...</div><div>Why we don't we take the effort to wear appropriately for only a short time?</div><div><br /></div><div>I'm not judging or said that this is wrong...</div><div>But I just feel it is not right...</div><div><br /></div><div>This body is the temple of God..</div><div>So, treat it nicely...</div><div><br /></div><div>AMEN.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; ">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border-top-width: 0px !important; border-right-width: 0px !important; border-bottom-width: 0px !important; border-left-width: 0px !important; border-style: initial !important; border-color: initial !important; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; " /></a></div>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-51654081750923805572011-03-13T21:56:00.003+08:002011-03-13T22:26:37.341+08:00<p>My heart and prayers goes to the tsunami & earthquake victims in Japan</p><p>I'm sad...</p><p>heartbroken...</p><p>It happened just in a blink of an eyes...</p><p>Mother nature had showed her true nature and shows us that the reality is, we are living in a temporary world...</p><p>Where every God's creations, when the time comes, will leave this world forever...</p><p>For all these times,</p><p>We live our lives like there is always tomorrow..</p><p>But, the truth is..</p><p>Life is so short..</p><p>Death comes unexpected..</p><p>There will be no warning...</p><p>When things like this happened,</p><p>Then we realize that " The end is near"</p><p>" Repent"</p><p>But God's did say " I will come in the middle of the night like a thief " which means we will never know the second coming of the Lord...</p><p>Do we need a reminder to make us repent?</p><p>Do we need to see all the signs before we can truly believe that Judgment day is coming?</p><p>Do we need to wait for all these things to happen before we truly believe and repent all of our sins and back to God?</p><p>I'm a sinner..</p><p>And truly is..</p><p>I'm so scared...</p><p>Because I know I'm in the category of peoples that think that we can live forever...</p><p>I'm so scared because I have sinned and I know the consequences of it...</p><p>I'm scared because I'm a sinner...</p><p>Lord,</p><p>I'm unworthy to be your children,</p><p>In my life, seldom did I do according as your wills..</p><p>I fall into temptations of the evil...</p><p>Lord,</p><p>Give me the strength to fight back all the evils and all the bad temptations..</p><p>Do not let me take your unending blessings and love for granted....</p><p>Show me the way of your love so we may live this temporary life according to your teaching...</p><p>Lord,</p><p>I pray also for those peoples in Japan which were affected by the tsunami and earthquake..</p><p>Gives them comforts, strengths in this times of difficulties...</p><p>Bless those souls who had perished in this tragedy..</p><p>Amen.</p>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-8793602221216341702011-01-31T22:48:00.000+08:002011-01-31T22:52:33.087+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; "><div class="post-body entry-content" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; "><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11px; ">KAU YANG TERINDAH</span><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 9px; "> <b><br /></b>Robert & Lea Sutanto<br /><br />KAU YANG TERINDAH<br />DI DALAM HIDUP INI<br />TIADA ALLAH TUHAN YANG SEPERTI ENGKAU<br />BESAR PERKASA PENUH KEMULIAAN</span><p><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 9px; ">KAU YANG TERMANIS<br />DI DALAM HIDUP INI<br />KUCINTA KAU LEBIH DARI SEGALANYA<br />BESAR KASIH SETIA-MU KEPADAKU</span></p><p><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 9px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >REFF:<br />KUSEMBAH KAU YA ALLAHKU<br />KUTINGGIKAN NAMA-MU SELALU<br />TIADA LUTUT TAK BERTELUT<br />MENYEMBAH YESUS TUHAN RAJAKU</span></span></p><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 9px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >KUSEMBAH KAU YA ALLAHKU<br />KUTINGGIKAN NAMA-MU SELALU<br />SEMUA LIDAH KAN MENGAKU<br />ENGKAULAH YESUS TUHAN RAJAKU<br /></span></span><div style="clear: both; "></div></div><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 9px; "><br /></span></div></span>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-29479029054838341292010-12-01T22:27:00.002+08:002010-12-01T22:55:35.718+08:00My last post was on OCT, 21st<div><br /></div><div>I have many things to share in here..</div><div>But as always...</div><div>My laziness is stronger than my will to write a new post...</div><div><br /></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >INSANE</span></span></b></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">I'm always going down to Papar to check my work there...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">And always,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">I will see this one man, sitting, eating his foods and seem like he's talking to himself..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He can always be seen near the fruit stalls a few kilometers before Papar town...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">And yes,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Like my bold title up there,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He is mentally ill or directly saying insane, crazy, mad...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">We,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Peoples with sound mind will see this madman as something of an eyesore..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Or someone that is doesn't belong...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">But seeing this madman everytime I go down to Papar...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">Made me to to think...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Compare to us (normal human being with sound mind)...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">This madman could be happier than us..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He live in his own world, oblivious to the world...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">His own world could be a happy place....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He doesn't care abt money, cars, house or any other richness in this world..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He doesn't care abt how he may look to others...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He doesn't care abt anything..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">When he is hungry or thirsty...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">He knows how to find it...on his own way....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">My point is....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">We peoples keep on complicating our own life when actually there are a ways for everything...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; ">Lord sent us to this world for a certain missions...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">And we may not realizing it but some of our missions is actually already been accomplished...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">See this madman...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Lord won't make him that way for nothing..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">There must be a reason for that...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Maybe Lord sent him to this world as a reminder to us...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">That life is temporary...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">And seeing this madman can live his life to the fullest even in his own world that different than our world...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Why shouldn't we do the same...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I think God want us to be the best in our life everyday...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">It is not obstacle free..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">But God promise to be there for us..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">In every second of our life...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">"Ask and you may be given"</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">That's God's promise to us...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Seeing this madman...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Humbles me....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Because I know Lord love each of his creation...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">No matter who we are....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">And I won't take God's love for granted...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I will use God's love as a my key of survival..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">As my key of happiness....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Because I am here in this world because God loves me....</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;" /></a></span></div></div>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-66938295989296249802010-10-21T18:31:00.002+08:002010-10-21T18:54:51.816+08:00I believe everything happen for a reason....<br />In this struggle of living life...<br /><br />Often we fall down..<br />Not once or twice...<br />But many times....<br /><br />But we always back up on our knees....<br />Sometimes we are up in no time..<br />Or sometimes it takes a whole lot of time...<br /><br />I've not updated this blog for quite a while....<br />Not that i have nothing to write...<br />Many actually...<br />But when the ideas coming in...<br />The laziness & procrastinate me also crept in...<br /><br />Life at work has not been easy lately...<br />Pressure from clients...<br />Pressure from the top..<br /><br />Sometimes I'm not sure if I can take any more of it any longer..<br />Look likes GIVING UP is the only option...<br /><br />Am I that weak Lord...<br />Am I the kind of creation that give easily on obstacles of life....?<br /><br />Last 2 weeks Psalm..<br />God reminded me that He always there for me..<br />No matter what happen to my life....<br /><br />Life is hard...<br />Sometimes it have no mercy....<br /><br />Lord Jesus is the true source of strength....<br /><br />Every morning I pray....<br />*Lord, give me the strength I need today because you know Lord, I'm nothing without your power to guide me and show me the way*<br /><br />I feel weaker day by day....<br />It come after another....<br /><br /><br />But I know I'm in this world not to whine and surrender...<br />I have a purpose...<br />I don't know what my purpose is but I believe that I have one..<br /><br />Or maybe all along my life...<br />I'd changed others life....<br /><br />Dear Lord..<br />I have many weaknesses..<br />And you know my capabilities...<br />I prayed....<br />Please grant me your strength....<br />Because I can't walk through this valley of life alone....<br />I need your love and blessing in every second of my life...<br /><br />I need you Lord....<br /><br />AMEN.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-14535383509213903742010-09-21T10:22:00.001+08:002010-09-21T10:22:44.860+08:00Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?<br /><br />Student: Yes, sir.<br /><br />Professor: So, you believe in God?<br /><br />Student: Absolutely, sir.<br /><br />Professor: Is God good?<br /><br />Student: Sure.<br /><br />Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is God good, then? Hmm?<br /><br />(Student was silent)<br /><br />Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?<br /><br />Student: Yes.<br /><br />Professor: Is Satan good?<br /><br />Student: No.<br /><br />Professor: Where does Satan come from?<br /><br />Student: From.. God.<br /><br />Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?<br /><br />Student: Yes.<br /><br />Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?<br /><br />Student: Yes.<br /><br />Professor: So who created evil?<br /><br />(Student didn't answer)<br /><br />Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?<br /><br />Student: Yes, sir.<br /><br />Professor: So, who created them?<br /><br />(Student had no answer)<br /><br />Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?<br /><br />Student: No, sir.<br /><br />Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.<br /><br />Student: No, sir.<br /><br />Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?<br /><br />Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.<br /><br />Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?<br /><br />Student: Yes.<br /><br />Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?<br /><br />Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.<br /><br />Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.<br /><br />Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?<br /><br />Professor: Yes.<br /><br />Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?<br /><br />Professor: Yes.<br /><br />Student: No, sir, there isn't.<br /><br />(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)<br /><br />Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.<br /><br />(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)<br /><br />Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?<br /><br />Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?<br /><br />Student: You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light... But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it's called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?<br /><br />Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?<br /><br />Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.<br /><br />Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?<br /><br />Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?<br /><br />Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.<br /><br />Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?<br /><br />(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)<br /><br />Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?<br /><br />(The class was in uproar)<br /><br />Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?<br /><br />(The class broke out into laughter)<br /><br />Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?<br /><br />(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)<br /><br />Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.<br /><br />Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!<br /><br />That student was Albert Einstein.heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-61763470489093180342010-08-27T16:15:00.005+08:002010-08-27T19:21:12.749+08:00Jesus Christ is The Author of life....<br /><br />Our life is like a book...<br />And every book has it end...<br />That's also how our life goes..<br />The day we were created in our mother womb...<br />That is our first chapter of life...<br />That is the beginning of our life in this world...<br /><br />So,<br />Worries not dear brothers & sisters...<br />Because we know that our life are well written by our Dear Lord....<br /><br />Yes,<br />Along the way of our journey in this life...<br />We may encounter many down times...<br />The time when we want to give up living in this world...<br />The time when we have enough of life....<br />But try to think about it..<br />Isn't it that it is the challenges of life that makes us more stronger and matured....<br />And I believe each and everyone of us realize that the hardship that we had encountered has it own victory in the end....<br /><br />But,<br />Once again I believe in our journey of life..<br />We also encounter many good moments... <br />happy moments that we will be cherish forever....<br /><br />I'm thankful because God has written my life so well..<br />I may not know how it is going to end..<br />But I have put my trust in my Lord... <br />I have hope in Him.. <br />And put my faith on Him completely....<br /><br />Everything happen for a reasons....<br />And this one thing I believe....<br /><br />I'm thankful for every little blessing I a receiving in my life....<br />And I know God is my author of life.<br /><br />AMEN<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-56992389473215594132010-08-12T10:09:00.002+08:002010-08-12T10:19:24.964+08:00Lord,<br />Teach me how to be more forgiving...<br />Teach me to be more thankful on my everyday blessings....<br />Teach me to love others unconditionally no matter who they are....<br />Teach me to not to so quick to judge and pass my judgment to others...<br />Teach me to use my heart and my brain wisely and not just do things blindly...<br />Teach me to make the right decision...<br />Teach me to hold my tongue from saying bad things about others or saying bad words or swearing bad languages....<br /><br />Guide me Lord in every way of my life....<br />I'm just a human...<br />With no strengths on my own....<br />In every seconds of my life..<br />Guide me and shows me the right path for my life....<br /><br />I pray Lord,<br />That I may not fall into the temptation of evil....<br /><br />My life is yours Lord..<br />And to you I commit my being.<br />AMEN.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-21478360747223147472010-08-12T10:05:00.001+08:002010-08-12T10:08:06.041+08:00The Ten Commandments (Exodus 20:2-17 NKJV)<br /><br />1. “I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. You shall have no other gods before Me.<br /><br />2. “You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing mercy to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My Commandments.<br /><br />3. “You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain, for the Lord will not hold him guiltless who takes His name in vain.<br /><br />4. “Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor and do all your work, but the seventh day is the Sabbath of the Lord your God. In it you shall do no work: you, nor your son, nor your daughter, nor your male servant, nor your female servant, nor your cattle, nor your stranger who is within your gates. For in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, the sea, and all that is in them, and rested the seventh day. Therefore the Lord blessed the Sabbath day and hallowed it.<br /><br />5. “Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long upon the land which the Lord your God is giving you.<br /><br />6. “You shall not murder.<br /><br />7. “You shall not commit adultery.<br /><br />8. “You shall not steal.<br /><br />9. “You shall not bear false witness against your neighbor.<br /><br />10. “You shall not covet your neighbor's house; you shall not covet your neighbor's wife, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, nor his ox, nor his donkey, nor anything that is your neighbor's.”<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-31795137954907497382010-07-19T19:39:00.000+08:002010-07-19T19:41:17.289+08:00Why are you always judging others that are different than you?<br />Just because your skin is white and others is not, <br />Will it make you superior than others?<br />Or just because you are straight and others are not,<br />Will it make you holier than thou?<br />Or just because you live in your own country and not an illegal immigrant, Will it make you the maker of your own law against this peoples?<br /><br />Just who do you think you are?<br />A saints?<br />An Angel?<br />Or GOD?<br /><br />Since ONLY GOD can pass judgement to HUMAN, why you're using that pea-size brain of yours and throw judgement to others?<br />Are you trying to act like GOD?<br /><br />You make fun of others skin colors...<br />You make fun of others sex orientation....<br />You make fun of the immigrant who just want to find a spoonful of food to fill their empty stomach....<br /><br />Why so racist?<br /><br />I'm not a GOOD human either....<br />That's why I wrote this to be my daily self reminder...<br /><br />Whatever judgement you use against others will be use against YOU!!<br /><br />Rather than being " SO JUDGMENTAL", why not be "BE GRATEFUL & THANKFUL" for the unending blessings we're receiving because we will never know the times...<br />The times when all this will be taken away from US forever....<br /><br />Forgive my sins Lord....<br />Do not let me throw judgement to others...<br />They are your beautiful creations too..<br />Who am I to condemn and judge your creations?<br />I'm not perfect but I will not use my imperfection as an excuse for me to do sins......<br />Because SINS have no EXCUSE.....<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-85569661645065774142010-07-08T10:47:00.002+08:002010-07-08T11:06:30.116+08:00It just.....<br />I pray to God that in every decision making in my life...<br />I need God to intervene and guide me.....<br /><br />So,<br />I know...<br />Even if it's would not be like what I've been hoping for....<br />It had happened because there is a reason for it...<br />A reason that even the most intellectual mind can comprehend...<br />Only God knows....<br /><br />And,<br />I hope...<br />My friend can think clearly.....<br />And think carefully....<br />Before doing what ____ intend to do...<br />You see,<br />In my eyes....<br />It's wrong....<br />But who I am to judge....<br />Or to decide for ___<br />I'm a human being too...<br />A sinner....<br /><br />So,<br />The only thing I can do...<br />Is to pray for ___<br />Let ___ not fall into an evil temptation....<br />I know....<br />It looks so true....<br />So real....<br />So good....<br /><br />But,<br />Sometimes...<br />Evil can manipulate our heart & mind....<br />And entice us to follow what our heart says... where our mind direct.....<br /><br />I hope....<br />God grant ___ the wisdom to think carefully....<br />To decide wisely....<br /><br />It none of my business whatsoever..<br />But __ is my friend...<br />And I don't want my friend to lost in this maze of life and can never be found again.......<br /><br />And,<br />I believe and have faith...<br />God will hear me....<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-1616657921336481402010-06-17T11:17:00.003+08:002010-06-17T11:26:41.768+08:00I'm LostShow me the way Lord....<br />I'm lost and I do not know how to go back....<br />The road behind me is so dark without a single hint of light...<br />And the road in front have so many junctions...<br />I'm so confuse on which path I should take...<br /><br />Show me the way Lord....<br />I can't make it on my own....<br />Or I'll be lost in this maze of dilemma forever....<br />You are the way, the truth and the life....<br />And into your hand i commit my life, my everything...<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-50234639753163634792010-06-14T16:13:00.003+08:002010-06-14T16:31:44.405+08:00Day by day passing by... <br />And I do not know if I have done enough good deeds to others...<br />As far as I know...<br />I'm using my my mouth to say bad things about others...<br />Using my ears to hear things that should not..<br />Or using every single cell on my body for something that I know I should not do....<br /><br />But..<br />It doesn't mean I give up and let the evil take over my soul completely...<br />I'm still trying my best, wholeheartedly to live my life according to God's will...<br />But, once in a while...<br />No matter how hard I'm trying to move away....<br />I still fall into the Devil temptation...<br /><br />I'm a sinner<br />But I'm not proud of it...<br />I want to enter the HEAVEN that God has promise me...<br /><br />I believe in God's salvation..<br />And I believe in a forgiveness of sins...<br />And I won't take these for granted....<br />I will fight for the goodness in me....<br />To fight the evil in me...<br /><br />And I know..<br />In the end..<br />Between the battle of GOOD and EVIL...<br />EVIL always lose..<br />And GOOD things will always win....<br /><br />And it all depend on you and me...<br />Either you choose the GOOD way..<br />or the BAD way...<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-20594700931347260132010-05-29T23:35:00.003+08:002010-05-30T00:01:37.529+08:00I Am Frustrated Dear LordI am here not to judge<br />I am here not to show that I am better than anyone else<br />Because no one is better than anyone else<br />It just God had made us unique in our own way...<br /><br />I am frustrated because they are not giving me the chance to visit someone..<br />Yes, it is their call but the thing that makes me frustrated is the reason WHY I they did not give me the chance...<br /><br />I believe in GOD, Jesus Christ..<br />And I know He is the only ONE have the absolute power..<br />Because HE is the creator of everything...<br />Not only the earth, or the planets or the galaxies and the living things that live inside it...<br />EVERYTHING that even our meager mind can not imagine...<br /><br />And God has make it that way that every single living things, will live and in the end, die...<br />That's the way it is..<br />We come from God,<br />And to Him we will going back...<br /><br />So, I never view death as a bad thing...<br />Because each and everyone of us will die...SOMEDAY...and that is for SURE!<br />We only do not know when and how our death is going to be...<br /><br />So when they said that I should not visit because they are scared that it may cause "unlucky thing" aka "sial" to my .... *I do not want to mention it here*..<br />it hurt me so much...<br />If they are not Christian,<br />I will accept the fact they still believe in others power other than God,<br />But this is different...<br />They are Christian...<br />How could they have this belief that unlucky things might happen if I visit this person...<br />Does Jesus said so in His holy book the Bible?<br />If YES, I would like them to show me the exact paragraph where the verses is written..<br /><br />I know,<br />Death is scary.<br />I'm lying when if I say I'm not scared of death...<br />It is because I'm not ready yet...<br />I'm a sinners....<br /><br />But viewing death as something that will bring unfortunate event to some peoples is really unacceptable...<br />Death is death...<br />It is real..<br />Why should we "bersekutu dengan kepercayaan yang selain daripada Tuhan yang Maha Esa"?<br /><br />It hurt me really..<br />My heart is crying....<br />Only God, Our only God that will decide what will happen to us in the future....<br />Because He is the creator of everything...<br />He's the one who wrote our life....<br />And why we want to deny this fact and believe others power instead?<br />Why?<br /><br />Yesus, Engkaulah Alpha dan Omega<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-45171437534182986812010-05-21T13:29:00.000+08:002010-05-21T13:30:28.732+08:00Lord, I Feel....Lord, I feel.....<br /><br />Beaten...yet<br />You have made me more than a conqueror (Rom 8:37).<br />No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us<br /><br /><br />Bound....yet<br />You are my deliverer (Rom 11:26).<br />And so all Israel will be saved, as it is written: "The deliverer will come from Zion; he will turn godlessness away from Jacob.<br /><br /><br />Confused....yet<br />You are my counselor (Isa 9:6).<br />For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, [a] Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.<br /><br /><br />A failure....yet<br />You have made me an overcomer (1 Jn 5:4).<br />For everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith<br /><br /><br />Fearful....yet<br />You did not give me a spirit of fear, but of power, of love, andof a sound mind (2 Tim 1:7).<br />For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.<br /><br /><br />Friendless....yet<br />You are a friend who sticks closer to me than a brother (Prov 18:24).<br />A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.<br /><br /><br />In darkness....yet<br />You are a light unto my path and a lamp unto my feet (Ps 119:105).<br />Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.<br /><br /><br />Lonely.....yet<br />You promised never to leave me nor forsake me (Heb 13:5).<br />Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you;never will I forsake you."<br /><br /><br />Misjudged....yet<br />I'm accepted and approved by You (Eph 1:4).<br />For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love<br /><br /><br />Poor....yet<br />You supply all my need according to Your riches in glory (Phil 4:19).<br />And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.<br /><br /><br />Sick....yet<br />You are the Lord who heals all my diseases (Ps 103:3).<br />…who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases,<br /><br /><br />Troubled....yet<br />You are my peace (Jn 14:27).<br />Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you asthe world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.<br /><br /><br />Unclean....yet<br />You are the purifier and refiner of my life (Mal 3:3).<br />He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver; he will purify theLevites and refine them like gold and silver. Then the LORD will havemen who will bring offerings in righteousness,<br /><br /><br />Vulnerable....yet<br />You are my strength and my strong tower (Ps 18:2).<br />The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn [a] of my salvation, my stronghold.<br /><br /><br />Worthless....yet<br />You see me as a pearl of great price (Matt 13:46).<br />When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-33243260878994823802010-05-21T13:28:00.000+08:002010-05-21T13:29:09.348+08:00God answer...For Each Negative Thing We Say to Ourselves,God Has A Positive Answer For It.<br /><br /><br /><br />You say: "It's impossible"<br />God says: "All things are possible" (Luke 18:27)<br />Jesus replied, "What is impossible with men is possible with God."<br /><br /><br />You say: "I'm too tired"<br />God says: "I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28-30)<br />Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.<br /><br /><br />You say: "Nobody really loves me"<br />God says: "I love you" (John 3:16 & John 13:34)<br />For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.<br />A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another.<br /><br />You say: "I can't go on"<br />God says: "I will direct your steps" (Proverbs 3:5-6)<br />Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I can't do it"<br />God says: "You can do all things" (Philippians 4:13)<br />I can do everything through him who gives me strength.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I'm not able"<br />God says: "I am able" (II Corinthians 9:8)<br />And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all thingsat all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every goodwork.<br /><br /><br />You say: "It's not worth it"<br />God says: "It will be worth it" (Romans 8:28)<br />And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I can't forgive myself"<br />God says: "I FORGIVE YOU" (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)<br />If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.<br />Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.<br /><br />You say: "I can't manage"<br />God says: "I will supply all your needs" (Philippians 4:19)<br />And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I'm afraid"<br />God says: "I have not given you a spirit of fear" (2Timothy 1:7)<br />For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"<br />God says: "Cast all your cares on ME" (I Peter 5:7)<br />Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I don't have enough faith"<br />God says: "I've given everyone a measure of faith" (Romans 12:3)<br />For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I'm not smart enough"<br />God says: "I give you wisdom" (I Corinthians 1:30)<br />It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for uswisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption.<br /><br /><br />You say: "I feel all alone"<br />God says: "I will never leave you or forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5)<br />Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you"<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-62906478168039671022010-05-21T11:22:00.002+08:002010-05-21T13:27:43.377+08:00Verses From The Holy BibleDear,<br />My fellow brothers and sisters<br />Hopefully, when you read one of the verses here...<br />You faith, hope and belief may be strengthen...<br />And may your heart & soul find the comfort that it been searching for all this time<br />May God bless you all with His love and gracefulness<br />Amen.<br /><br />“May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity among yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.”- Romans 15:5-6<br /><br />"The LORD bless you and keep you;the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace."-Numbers 6:24-26<br /><br />Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers.-Psalm 1:1<br /><br />The LORD will keep you from all harm— he will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.-Psalm 121:7-8<br /><br />"Blessed are the poor in spirit,<br />for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.<br />Blessed are those who mourn,<br />for they will be comforted.<br />Blessed are the meek,<br />for they will inherit the earth.<br />Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,<br />for they will be filled.<br />Blessed are the merciful,<br />for they will be shown mercy.<br />Blessed are the pure in heart,<br />for they will see God.<br />Blessed are the peacemakers,<br />for they will be called sons of God.<br />Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,<br />for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.<br />"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you. -Matthew 5:2-12<br /><br />The LORD is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble.-Psalm 9:9<br /><br />Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.-Psalm 30:5<br /><br />The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit -Psalm 34:18<br /><br />The fruit of righteousness will be peace; the effect of righteousness will be quietness and confidence for ever.-Psalm 32:17<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-56126908362568891722010-05-12T13:25:00.005+08:002010-05-12T13:28:38.619+08:00Our Father<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/__LsD1M4g_Gg/S-o8gRnYkFI/AAAAAAAAACA/Wpebp0mGfPc/s1600/IMG_0816.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/__LsD1M4g_Gg/S-o8gRnYkFI/AAAAAAAAACA/Wpebp0mGfPc/s400/IMG_0816.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5470251222576959570" /></a><br /><br />Our Father, <br />Who art in heaven<br />Hallowed be Thy Name;<br />Thy kingdom come,<br />Thy will be done,<br />on earth as it is in heaven.<br />Give us this day our daily bread,<br />and forgive us our trespasses,<br />as we forgive those who trespass against us;<br />and lead us not into temptation,<br />but deliver us from evil. <br />Amen.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-38842554288693755672010-05-05T10:17:00.003+08:002010-05-11T10:58:25.817+08:00Are You Better Than Everyone Else?God create us with our own uniqueness...<br />Maybe we don't have what the other person have but we also have something great about ourselves that no else have....<br />To say that we are in this world just to experience sufferings are absolutely wrong<br />If we say NO to life, then that's what makes life seems to be very hard<br />But if we say YES and believe God sent us in this world for some purposes and having faith in Him, believe me... <br />You will never lost and even if you are, you will always find your way back to the right path...<br />Or an U-turn to get you back to the correct track<br /><br />Humans always give up when they have their first sight of life difficulties...<br />When someone they love broke their heart...<br />Jobless.....<br />Marital problems...<br />etc....<br /><br />But believe me....<br />It won't change if we just sit and cry and moaning and whining about our difficulties in life....<br />Have you tried praying and having faith ...<br />Or do you just sitting there, doing nothing about it <br />Or you stand up, brush the negativeness away and start all over again?<br /><br />There is always a way..<br />God had made his promises<br />Those who ask, will be given....<br />Seek and you will find....<br /><br />But you have to start with believing<br />Believe in God<br />Believe in ourselves<br />And having faith in His plan for us<br /><br />We are here for a reason<br />And who knows best?<br />GOD THE ALMIGHTY<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54488/164/833B61AA19DC3BCFF05CE19BAC5D465C.png" style="border: 0 !important; background: transparent;"/></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-52595037597390460002010-04-22T22:23:00.003+08:002010-04-22T22:47:08.843+08:00How Thankful Are WeThis time right now<br />I am watching American Idol's "Idols Give Back" edition<br />This one episode where AI pleads to all watchers and fans of AI to give for charity..<br /><br />I was touched to see when we are in comfort of our home, with food on the table and clothes to cover our body from heat and cold...while others... NOT...<br /><br />This one story touch me the most was this one little girl who's infected with HIV positive since in her mother's womb...<br />This cute little girl is so small, thin and we can see the rib bones protruding out...<br />But this girl is all smile even though she knows maybe she will never have the chance to see tomorrow's sunshine...<br /><br />My heart broke....<br />I'm nearly on tears<br />seeing this girl fighting for her life but still positive and cheerful, I hope I am like that too....<br />And to think about it, all my "problems" doesn't even sum up to what this cute little girl had encountered<br /><br />But that was 1 month ago...<br />Now, after a charity from good peoples, finally this girl got her anti viral to fight the HIV virus on her body..<br />And now the girl looks healthy, no more bony ribs but one thing stay is her smile...<br />Happy and cheerful as ever....<br /><br />HOW many of us complaint about our life being SUCK.... DULL<br />AND some of us maybe think " why I was born in this world?"<br /><br />While others, striving hard for a better life, we complaints about all the things that we already have....<br />When we have food on the table, <br />we complaint about it being tasteless, boring...<br />Or when we had a wardrobe full with clothes where some of them we never wear, <br />we sulk when we can not get the new dress on display...<br />Or when we already have a home to protect us from the coldness of the earth and heat of the sun,<br /> we want more bigger house....<br /><br />I bet these unfortunate kids are more than happy to live in our shoes...<br /><br />All we do are complaining to GOD, WHY THIS? WHY THAT?<br />Who are we to question God's will?<br />He is our creator.. The most High....<br />He knows everything even before it's happen<br /><br />O Lord,<br />Shows me the way to be thankful and grateful for the things that i have now because I may never know when it's going to be Gone For Good. AMEN<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img border="0" src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/85798/heldahgal/8201ac5e33a590ffbbe20d5166b4fb26.png" style="-moz-background-clip: border; -moz-background-inline-policy: continuous; -moz-background-origin: padding; background: transparent none repeat scroll 0% 0%; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-5139127715968338202010-04-22T11:54:00.001+08:002010-04-22T11:59:41.986+08:00I Had Denied You LordI fell into the evil temptation<br />I denied your name<br />I feel so guilty to you O Lord<br />Forgive Me My Lordheldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4415168549355211881.post-49460130246118912542010-04-21T11:20:00.003+08:002010-04-21T11:51:58.469+08:00God Will Shows The WayThis is what I feel...<br />I feel weak<br />Day by day, I tried harder than yesterday to get through the day<br />And sometimes I barely come out alive....<br /><br />I'm not complaining<br />Because this is my job<br />And I have chose this to be my career<br />It just i feel weary and tired of handling all these things<br /><br />Every morning I pray to you Lord<br />To grant me the strength that I need<br />The power to understand what is life all about<br /><br />Positively,<br />I know I should be grateful because what I'm going through right now is nothing compares to the more unfortunates peoples around this world<br />The peoples with no foods in their plates<br />The peoples that have no roof beyond their head to protect them from the rain and sun<br />The peoples who do not have education, money, clothes......<br /><br />Everything happened for a reasons and that's what I believe in...<br />What I what is not necessarily is what I need<br />God knows, ALWAYS, what's best for us<br /><br />O Lord,<br />Hear my prayer...<br />I pray for the unfortunate souls all around this world...<br />Give them the strength that they need to go through their everyday lives..<br />Give them the comforts and loves that they need<br /><br />This world is only a temporary stop<br />Before we meet our maker and live an eternal life<br />Let us do not forget this one thing O Lord<br /><br />AMEN.<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">GOD BLESS;</span><br /><br /><a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img border="0" src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/85798/heldahgal/8201ac5e33a590ffbbe20d5166b4fb26.png" style="-moz-background-clip: border; -moz-background-inline-policy: continuous; -moz-background-origin: padding; background: transparent none repeat scroll 0% 0%; border: 0pt none ! important;" /></a>heldahgalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03767863459992747302noreply@blogger.com0