My heart and prayers goes to the tsunami & earthquake victims in Japan

I'm sad...

heartbroken...

It happened just in a blink of an eyes...

Mother nature had showed her true nature and shows us that the reality is, we are living in a temporary world...

Where every God's creations, when the time comes, will leave this world forever...

For all these times,

We live our lives like there is always tomorrow..

But, the truth is..

Life is so short..

Death comes unexpected..

There will be no warning...

When things like this happened,

Then we realize that " The end is near"

" Repent"

But God's did say " I will come in the middle of the night like a thief " which means we will never know the second coming of the Lord...

Do we need a reminder to make us repent?

Do we need to see all the signs before we can truly believe that Judgment day is coming?

Do we need to wait for all these things to happen before we truly believe and repent all of our sins and back to God?

I'm a sinner..

And truly is..

I'm so scared...

Because I know I'm in the category of peoples that think that we can live forever...

I'm so scared because I have sinned and I know the consequences of it...

I'm scared because I'm a sinner...

Lord,

I'm unworthy to be your children,

In my life, seldom did I do according as your wills..

I fall into temptations of the evil...

Lord,

Give me the strength to fight back all the evils and all the bad temptations..

Do not let me take your unending blessings and love for granted....

Show me the way of your love so we may live this temporary life according to your teaching...

Lord,

I pray also for those peoples in Japan which were affected by the tsunami and earthquake..

Gives them comforts, strengths in this times of difficulties...

Bless those souls who had perished in this tragedy..

Amen.

KAU YANG TERINDAH
Robert & Lea Sutanto

KAU YANG TERINDAH
DI DALAM HIDUP INI
TIADA ALLAH TUHAN YANG SEPERTI ENGKAU
BESAR PERKASA PENUH KEMULIAAN

KAU YANG TERMANIS
DI DALAM HIDUP INI
KUCINTA KAU LEBIH DARI SEGALANYA
BESAR KASIH SETIA-MU KEPADAKU

REFF:
KUSEMBAH KAU YA ALLAHKU
KUTINGGIKAN NAMA-MU SELALU
TIADA LUTUT TAK BERTELUT
MENYEMBAH YESUS TUHAN RAJAKU

KUSEMBAH KAU YA ALLAHKU
KUTINGGIKAN NAMA-MU SELALU
SEMUA LIDAH KAN MENGAKU
ENGKAULAH YESUS TUHAN RAJAKU

My last post was on OCT, 21st

I have many things to share in here..

But as always...

My laziness is stronger than my will to write a new post...

INSANE

I'm always going down to Papar to check my work there...

And always,

I will see this one man, sitting, eating his foods and seem like he's talking to himself..

He can always be seen near the fruit stalls a few kilometers before Papar town...

And yes,

Like my bold title up there,

He is mentally ill or directly saying insane, crazy, mad...

We,

Peoples with sound mind will see this madman as something of an eyesore..

Or someone that is doesn't belong...

But seeing this madman everytime I go down to Papar...

Made me to to think...

Compare to us (normal human being with sound mind)...

This madman could be happier than us..

He live in his own world, oblivious to the world...

His own world could be a happy place....

He doesn't care abt money, cars, house or any other richness in this world..

He doesn't care abt how he may look to others...

He doesn't care abt anything..

When he is hungry or thirsty...

He knows how to find it...on his own way....

My point is....

We peoples keep on complicating our own life when actually there are a ways for everything...

Lord sent us to this world for a certain missions...

And we may not realizing it but some of our missions is actually already been accomplished...

See this madman...

Lord won't make him that way for nothing..

There must be a reason for that...

Maybe Lord sent him to this world as a reminder to us...

That life is temporary...

And seeing this madman can live his life to the fullest even in his own world that different than our world...

Why shouldn't we do the same...

I think God want us to be the best in our life everyday...

It is not obstacle free..

But God promise to be there for us..

In every second of our life...

"Ask and you may be given"

That's God's promise to us...

Seeing this madman...

Humbles me....

Because I know Lord love each of his creation...

No matter who we are....

And I won't take God's love for granted...

I will use God's love as a my key of survival..

As my key of happiness....

Because I am here in this world because God loves me....

GOD BLESS;

I believe everything happen for a reason....
In this struggle of living life...

Often we fall down..
Not once or twice...
But many times....

But we always back up on our knees....
Sometimes we are up in no time..
Or sometimes it takes a whole lot of time...

I've not updated this blog for quite a while....
Not that i have nothing to write...
Many actually...
But when the ideas coming in...
The laziness & procrastinate me also crept in...

Life at work has not been easy lately...
Pressure from clients...
Pressure from the top..

Sometimes I'm not sure if I can take any more of it any longer..
Look likes GIVING UP is the only option...

Am I that weak Lord...
Am I the kind of creation that give easily on obstacles of life....?

Last 2 weeks Psalm..
God reminded me that He always there for me..
No matter what happen to my life....

Life is hard...
Sometimes it have no mercy....

Lord Jesus is the true source of strength....

Every morning I pray....
*Lord, give me the strength I need today because you know Lord, I'm nothing without your power to guide me and show me the way*

I feel weaker day by day....
It come after another....


But I know I'm in this world not to whine and surrender...
I have a purpose...
I don't know what my purpose is but I believe that I have one..

Or maybe all along my life...
I'd changed others life....

Dear Lord..
I have many weaknesses..
And you know my capabilities...
I prayed....
Please grant me your strength....
Because I can't walk through this valley of life alone....
I need your love and blessing in every second of my life...

I need you Lord....

AMEN.

GOD BLESS;

Professor: You are a Christian, aren't you, son?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: So, you believe in God?

Student: Absolutely, sir.

Professor: Is God good?

Student: Sure.

Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn't. How is God good, then? Hmm?

(Student was silent)

Professor: You can't answer, can you? Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?

Student: Yes.

Professor: Is Satan good?

Student: No.

Professor: Where does Satan come from?

Student: From.. God.

Professor: That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student: Yes.

Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything. Correct?

Student: Yes.

Professor: So who created evil?

(Student didn't answer)

Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don't they?

Student: Yes, sir.

Professor: So, who created them?

(Student had no answer)

Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?

Student: No, sir.

Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.

Student: No, sir.

Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?

Student: No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student: Yes.

Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor: Yes.

Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor: Yes.

Student: No, sir, there isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)

Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don't have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)

Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?

Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn't darkness?

Student: You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light... But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it's called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, darkness isn't. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?

Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?

Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?

Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.

Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)

Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The class was in uproar)

Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor's brain?

(The class broke out into laughter)

Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)

Professor: I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!

That student was Albert Einstein.

Jesus Christ is The Author of life....

Our life is like a book...
And every book has it end...
That's also how our life goes..
The day we were created in our mother womb...
That is our first chapter of life...
That is the beginning of our life in this world...

So,
Worries not dear brothers & sisters...
Because we know that our life are well written by our Dear Lord....

Yes,
Along the way of our journey in this life...
We may encounter many down times...
The time when we want to give up living in this world...
The time when we have enough of life....
But try to think about it..
Isn't it that it is the challenges of life that makes us more stronger and matured....
And I believe each and everyone of us realize that the hardship that we had encountered has it own victory in the end....

But,
Once again I believe in our journey of life..
We also encounter many good moments...
happy moments that we will be cherish forever....

I'm thankful because God has written my life so well..
I may not know how it is going to end..
But I have put my trust in my Lord...
I have hope in Him..
And put my faith on Him completely....

Everything happen for a reasons....
And this one thing I believe....

I'm thankful for every little blessing I a receiving in my life....
And I know God is my author of life.

AMEN

GOD BLESS;

Lord,
Teach me how to be more forgiving...
Teach me to be more thankful on my everyday blessings....
Teach me to love others unconditionally no matter who they are....
Teach me to not to so quick to judge and pass my judgment to others...
Teach me to use my heart and my brain wisely and not just do things blindly...
Teach me to make the right decision...
Teach me to hold my tongue from saying bad things about others or saying bad words or swearing bad languages....

Guide me Lord in every way of my life....
I'm just a human...
With no strengths on my own....
In every seconds of my life..
Guide me and shows me the right path for my life....

I pray Lord,
That I may not fall into the temptation of evil....

My life is yours Lord..
And to you I commit my being.
AMEN.

GOD BLESS;