Greetings!

Finally it is Easter after 40days of fasting Lent month...

To say the truth, I didn't put a lot of efforts and didn't took the opportunity to be a better Christian during Lent...

I should be ashamed...

I kept on fell into temptation especially when it came to dealing with persons that I dislike...

One thing I learned, the thing that we should fast are the things that we love to do and we know that the things that we love to do are not a under the category "benda-benda baik"...

Things such as "mengumpat"

Things such as "laziness"

Things such as "pemboros"

If we concentrate on fasting on foods alone,

Well, it can be done anytime, which in everyday life we call it "dieting"

If we can reduce or completely erase our "mengumpatness, pemalasness,pemborosness" and any other "sikap yg kurang baik" nature, that's what we call a "Puasa Yang Benar"...

Or during the holy month of Lent, we try to forgive those peoples we dislike the most...

I'm ashame of myself..

I am bless with all this knowledges but I do not take even a single step to practice it...

I'm not proud of it...

I know I'm a sinner and I'm not perfect but I'm not proud of it...

Why should I be proud when I know the fact that I can change myself at least to be a better human but I never even bother to try....

There are no excuses for that...

Forgive me Lord for I have sinned...

Eventho' I was defeated...

I will try again and again and again...

Don't let me take your blessing for granted...

But guide me to fight all the evil temptations and bless me with your love and strength so I may use all these graces that you gave me for the good of others and myself...

Lord, you are risen...

And You will come again.

May all of us are ready for your second coming to the earth..

Amen.

Happy Easter.

GOD BLESS;